Talking to myself

I over analyzed things, every single things

Speed and caught with my own thoughts

Whizz through my history

I crammed with good musics

Amazing concerts

Crazy local bars

Absurd books

Inspiring people

Comics

Cats

Pizza

Ice creams

Horror movies

Mimco

Friends series


I hate to fly, but I’m deeply in love with airports

I get sea-sick easily, but I’m freakin’ly in love with beach and the sea

I hate heights, but I wish I can stay at the top of the cloud

As I was a child, I don’t want to be like my Mom,but I'm exactly like her

I have a personal confidence issue, yet I want to be a teacher

My communication sucks, but I kept saying that communication is the key to everything

I get bored easily, but my favourite place is library and a class listening to a teacher

At times I have insomnia, but I sleep easily. too easy

Sometimes I’m a million colours, sometimes I’m black and white

I’m not girly-type of woman. I don’t have make up. But my third fav colour is pink

I don’t like to be noticed, but I want to be different

I’m careless, reckless, but I’d do anything to my loved ones. Anything

Anything can boost me up randomly, even just by looking at a cover of a book

Even the unthinkable one

I want to be a scientist; I don’t know if I am one or is it just me being fake?

I filled with self-belief, haunted by self-doubt

I know exactly what I want to be, I don’t know what I want to do the next hour

I don’t care about people, but I would never wound someone’s feelings, no matter how downright aggressive they might be

I tend to over react, but mostly I am as quite as it can be

I like to be by myself, I hate to be alone

I don’t want to talk about marriage, yet I can’t stop picturing myself playing cats with my kids

Drinking beers with my husband at the couch watching friends until the dvd player blows up

Hate to cook, can’t cook, but have an idea of making the best dish ever to my family

I just want to take daring leaps, inspiring another people

My ultimate dreams are:

To be the a researcher of the unthinkable one, to make a difference, something I can give to the environment

To travel around the world

To see all big music festivals around the world, just to feel the euphoria, I don’t care about the type of music they’re playing

To have a petshop

To be a perfect Mom to my kids (if there is a term “perfect Mom”, well at least close to-)

To be a best friend, a wife, girlfriend to my husband

Make my parents proud, just by successfully being myself

This is hard, no?

Wait, this is not a dream, this is what I want to do

Wait, is it?

See, here I go again making no sense

U think this is my insecurity?

U think this is pitiful?

No

I think it’s called human

This is just me being myself

I've got all the answers

I've got nothing figured out

When I thought I know about everything

I don’t know shit about a thing

Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

But who is?

Enlight me

--Please don't like me less